Living To The Fullest: Never Have I Ever

Have you ever had one of those days where everything is going just fine, and you can't feel any happier. You're doing good in school, have three or four good friends, a nice room and roommate, doing well in classes, the usual stuff. Then the next day it's just WHAM! Everything that's bad and beyond can and does happen. Like yesterday was 9/11. It was such a terrible day to be happy, but I was. Maybe it was because I was thankful for everything that I have. And then today, everything just goes wrong. Then to top it off, I'm still angry at my boyfriend because something his friends did upset me and it was like he didn't care and didn't ask them to stop, and I just fought with him over everything. And he didn't even want to be around me, and I understand. I'm crazy and psycho. Who wants to be around that, especially when they're PMSing. And to screw it up even more I told him we're done. And now I really think we are. Never have I ever taken a shower that was so long. And now I can't fix it, since I'm a huge screw up. I just want a re-do on this day. I want my boyfriend back. I've never had my heart hurt so much. And now I have to learn to fix it. and deal with the repercussions of my actions.